How can a heart expression find?
Expect a most agreeable letter, for not being overburdened with subject (having nothing at all to say), there shall be no check to my genius from beginning to end.
--Jane Austen
mischief
Expect a most agreeable letter, for not being overburdened with subject (having nothing at all to say), there shall be no check to my genius from beginning to end.
--Jane Austen
how should another know your mind?
And there was a beautiful view
But nobody could see.
Cause everybody on the island
Was saying: Look at me! Look at me!
--Laurie Anderson
will he discern what quickens you?
Thursday, December 3, 2009 @ 8:03 PMGIVE ME LIGHT.
seriously.
yesterday i used the computer for like what, two and a half hours, and then went up and used it again in van's room, and-
BOOOOOOOOOOOOOM!
my head exploded D:
i had a splitting headache which even a one hour nap couldn't cure, and after that it continued.
my mum calls it the computer sickness caused by bad lighting, but i think it's a malady of the head [meaning self-inflicted mental torture].
(but anyway as a precaution i switched on both the lights.)
(hence the -hopefully- attention-grabbing first statement.)
quick, guess what my hypothesis is.
it's because i was cyberstalking :X
you see, i don't USUALLY cyberstalk people, but yesterday it was all i did, like a loser.
(okay, other than going to youtube and watching all the LOTR BEHIND-THE-SCENES stuff.
and a bit of black hawk down and the calcium kid as well.)
but anyway.
i have a minor obsession with a certain facebook profile, and even though it hardly gets updated i go see it most of the time anyway.
geeee.
the photos NEVER change.
you can't even see the face, for goodness' sake.
OH MY GOSH OH MY GOSH OH MY GOSH.
i think i shall say something later -about this-.
as vaguely as possible.
i think it's really important to have quiet time in the morning (:
so you let God talk to you first thing before you read anything else [secular material. newspapers. gahhh.]
at first i thought of it as a chore but now i actually kind of look forward to it!
so thank God for that :D
God is so amazing, and I really haven't gotten over the fact that He gave me a place in VJC, it's just so crazy amazing the way things turn out, but you know that God is always in control and He has the best plan for all of us!
yaye.
and He healed me of my headache.
no headache today.
and just in case, i have my lamps on and the cyberstalking function much diminished :D
seeya.
Idelle :D
this is crazy i miss you already.
a thought once uttered is untrue.
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Dimmed is the fountainhead when stirred:
drink at the source and speak no word.