there seems to be some weird shit going on.
and it seems to concern quite a few of people whom i have fond memories of, and people whom i love and it kind of stinks that i can't do much.

"you just assume."

i mean, i'm not taking sides, but i think when things get like that maybe both parties should just take a step back and take a good look at what's going on.
because it sounds really bad.
and saying provocative stuff really isn't going to help.

to the owner of that quote: hey love, you know that I love both of you but i think you're assuming a bit too, you know? yes i think you've changed, and i positively love that you're more self-assured and you stick up for yourself a lot more, and that's awesome. But i think some people miss the way you used to be, and they're just upset about it. Most things take time, and it's okay for you to change, but old pals are gonna take some time to get used to the new, improved you. including me. the person you reveal in your posts is someone i really don't remember, but the face is still the same, so it's still you! and i know that you're still the same down there, and you've a really good soul deep down. some of your insecurity still seeps through your confidence, and that's who i remember, but she's changed, and that's great :] but please, love, don't let your insecurity lead you to the wrong conclusions. i guess a lot of it is because both of you don't really understand each other, but please, please, don't say hurtful things. even if she said them first, because two wrongs never make a right. cheer up :) i love you :))

to the 'assumer': love, i know you think she's changed too much, far too much, and you hate it. dear it hurts but i think the past's really never coming back. i wish everything could be back to how it was last time too. i wish i could rewind the clock and change everything. i wish we could still be in the same school, the same class, and just be school best friends all the time! but it's not the way life goes, and God has His plan for everything, and we don't understand why people change or why life changes and stuff, but we cling on to the good things we still have, treasure them and make sure we don't lose them. Just like i don't wanna lose you and so i'll hold on to you, and we'll make this friendship last. Whatever happens, love, you'll always have me and i know i'll always have you too. People change but our friendship won't :) the person you think has changed for the worse is just on her way to becoming the wonderful woman God wants her to be, and who are we to question that? we're just people who don't understand what's going on, but we have a Father who does, and if she's changing we know it's for His almighty purpose. Love you dear, and i know we'll always have this amazing thang :)

I don't know if they'll read this.
But i've said all there is to say, so i'm happy :D

'night.

'DELL! :D