Okay.
I've been miserable long enough.
I refuse to continue to mope over chemistry and maths.
I think there has to be a stop to all this self-pity, and something needs to be done that's actually constructive.
I think it was good, this slap to my face.
At least I'm going to do something about it!
all the nonsense happening at the moment is like a wake-up call.
before this I was just drifting.
completely useless.
I refuse to be useless any longer.
Let's face it.
For the arts-inclined people, the VIP landscape is kind of slanted against you.
Unless, of course, you're like Adriel Yong *sigh* and are ridiculously all-rounded (okay, minus Chinese. but still! -slams table- it's so thoroughly unfair!).
(Okay, I did promise not to mope.)
(So I won't).
So sad for us.
Well, there's only IH and LA and MAYBE Chinese, and after that there are like, what, 4 science/math subjects?
So I can't be content to be bad at math/science anymore.
I just heard a friend who used to mope with me over math topped her class for a recent test on that very subject.
What an inspiration.
I mean, she beat our intelligent friends from overseas!
hmm (:
That kind of does give me hope, in a way ( NO SARCASM INTENDED).
Givesmehope.com.
Gah.
Who needs THAT.
I'm going to work hard.
Really.
I've realised I can't do a thing if I don't start getting more focused.
I'll get tuition, if it comes to that.
Anything to stop being so thoroughly useless.
God!
Help me (: