
Monday, April 13, 2009 @ 8:21 AM
no you really dont know a fuhreaking thing, you really dont know, you dont know anything.
so, because of your ignorance, go away.
and don't try to understand me.
because you never really knew the real me well enough to know a thing, A SINGLE FUHREAKING THING.
you may think you do, but, oh my gosh, you are so wrong.
and you still don't know it!
don't always think you understand me inside out.
you barely even know me.
you have NO IDEA who i really am.
no wonder i don't trust you with anything.
ever wondered why i don't tell you anything?
and why, yes, i am not completely honest with you?
we're strangers living under the same roof!
what you said today really showed our lack of mutual understanding.
i'm not gonna deny it's partially my fault.
but since it's a two-way thing, don't try to jump to conclusions about me.
you don't let me know who you really are either!
you're so two-faced, putting up a new front in a new environment.
your artificiality is so disgusting.
i'm so disgusted.
i know you just want me to be embarrassed or something.
well, let me tell you, I'M NOT!
it was never true to begin with.
I HAVE ABSOLUTELY NOTHING TO BE ASHAMED OF.
i don't talk like a teen of fourteen, because i have the mentality of a old man.
so there!
that you can even ASK why i'm like that shows just how little you know about me.
hah.
it feels good to laugh.
i haven't laughed in a long time.
Hah! Hah!
we're screwed and we both know it.