i am determined to lose weight!
fried-food day, my temptation, URGHHHHH DD:

it's so unfortunate.
my mum[a major push factor, you understand] says that i'm becoming hu bei xiong yao.
Literal translation: tiger back bear waist.
so good right :O

and she says i'm not fat, just BIG.
what.the.fish.
isn't that just as bad?
not that she's trying to comfort me or whatever.
if anything, she's trying to tell the whole world about my animal-like body shape.
cos she quotes that to everyone.

grr.
i have an elephant butt, by the way.
i have fat like in all the wrong places.
i think we should jog more often in choir.
slap me if you want, but i don't think i really care.
firstly, who says performing arts people can't run?
and anyway, we spend a lot of time singing so we don't get enough exercise.

i LIKE jogging.
i LIKE jogging.
i LIKE jogging.

uh.
maybe not really working huh D:
but anyway.
Guanchao just told me earlier in the afternoon that in single-sex schools you don't feel so embarrassed, cos there are no members of the opposite sex.

i guess that's true.
it's just that sometimes i think people lose their sense of shame.
or even dignity.

i wish i didn't have to end my post like that.
darn.
but running out of crap to post about.

so adieu.

'DELL! :D